Saturday, November 28, 2009

I AM:

I am a daughter, a sister, a Grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, and a friend.
I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman.
I am confident and scared. Terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. Shy and Friendly and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard-working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I am dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion and am still waiting on true love. I care so much for you and I push you away. I want you but I am scared to get too close. I am everything and nothing all at once and all I want is for you to show me that everything will be okay.

~FeArLeSs~

FEARLESS is not the absence of fear.
It's not being completely unafraid.
To me,FEARLESS is having fears.
FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them.
To me FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.
FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before.
FEARLESS is walking into your freshman year of fifteen.
FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before, you've lost.
It's FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change.
FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breath without them.
I think it's FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, I think it's FEARLESS to stop believing them.
It's FEARLESS to say "You're not sorry", and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS.
I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS.
Letting go is FEARLESS.
Then, moving on and being alright...that's FEARLESS too.
But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it.
You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happliy ever after.
~♥~♥~♥~

~Taylor Swift~